I want to snuggle up to you and bury my head in your arms.
I want to dim the lights and see the stars instead.
I want to forget what happened.
The first Christmas without him being there.
The lonely seat at the end of the table.
The missing smile and the missing hugs...
I can't imagine Christmas without him
I feel lost and dizzy.
My head can't comprehend what happened this year.
I lost you forever.
I will miss you forever.
Please know..... you will be in my heart forever.
[for M.M., my granddad whom I miss so much that I can barely breathe...]